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hello

i'm in urgent need of advice...

i work as a picture framer in shoreditch. i left a great job with a great teem to come and work here as it was closer to home.
everything started off very well until one day around two months ago my boss exploded... screaming at me that if i wanted to see it's (my boss) temper then i wouldn't know what hit me. really screaming in my face and fronting up to me in the kind of aggressive manner which normally would either make you very scared or make you want to punch it (my boss). i was accused of being the one responsible for not turning a profit (rubbish) and that i don't work hard enough (more rubbish). i believe it's because it (my boss) doesn't know how to organise it's (my boss) business which has orders coming left right and centre with deadlines it (my boss) cannot make.
after this happened i became very anxious about the next time it might happen. i started to rush the work through in order to make it (my boss) happy, or at least to placate it (my boss).
with this element of anxiety and fear and rushing my work i ended up chopping the end off my finger on the mitre cutter. i know this is a direct result of her attitude and the general atmosphere of hostility in the workshop.
there have been a number of people who have joined the company over the last 6 months i've worked there who have all left. the last one walked out after it (my boss) spoke to him with it*s (my boss) usual dissrespect. it (my boss) even talks down to the customers, shows them little courtesy and doesn't even discuss their requirements, just tells them what she wants to do with their work which is usually crap.
if i didn't need the money so bad right now i'd have walked out long ago but i'm a bit reticent to just go in case i don't find anything else. i'm between homes at the moment, staying with a friend until i find somewhere so really need the cash for a deposit.
however, every day is getting worse. i go to work with my finger on the record button on my phone as i want to catch it's (my boss) attitude and temper should it happen again for proof of it's (my boss) outrageous anger. everyday i feel more and more anxiety prior to going in and experience real discrimination while there in the form of being talked down to, disrespected and generally made to feel like crap.
and advice would be gratefully appreciated

thankyou