I'm in my thirties but I have reverted back to childhood and I have been acting like I'm 16 again. I have done some very stupid things in public and I've put a very big group of people in their place and I don't know if they're going come after me. I hope that they will see that I was just pointing out the errors of their ways and the funny side as I didn't mean to be malicious. They must realise that I'm a joker, a jester, a clown, a performer. I like to be in charge of the jokes. I just feel like being rebellious. I know it's no excuse but I think the music that I listen to inspires me to misbehave every now and again. I admit I have an issue with my age; I am so scared of getting old. I also look a lot younger than I actually am so I frequently take 10 years off my real age and everyone thinks I'm mid twenties instead of mid thirties because I look so young. I conveniently lost my passport. I've been telling men that I meet in their twenties that I am in my twenties and the same age as them because I think that if I could get a younger boyfriend I will stay young. However I have discovered in the last year that this is not the solution because I don't misbehave all the time and act childishly all the time; in fact a lot of the time I act in a normal manner because of the professional roles that I work in and the groups that I am involved with and just on a day to day basis I act pretty normally and overall I have a mature outlook so in spite of my childish streak these young men still seem immature and also we are less likely to share the same music taste from the decades when we were growing up and to be able to reminisce about the good old days and old programmes. Perhaps I will always have this rebellious streak in me. Blame it on my love of rock and roll.

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