Just wanted to share this with the rest of the world.

I am in a terrible financial position, not in a relationship and never been, never felt true love , nether from my own family.

live my life day by day, I do think about my future and I know I will be fine.

I do have a job, its a very well paid job, but still not enough. I work my ass off everyday, more I do more I am happy.

I do help lots of people, I feel good .they feel good too and they are really thankful.

I love the person I am, I know people loves my friendly attitude.
I am clever and very humble.
No one knows about my financial problem, I dont want to share this with my friends. It s a bit worring, but I am positive about that.

I have millions idea of how to get out from there, but somehow I don't feel motivated.

I just don't know where to start from.

Although I live in the dark, all people around me thinks I am a successful person, even if I am in deep shit , I always manage to get out from it at the very last minute.

It s always been like that and that s probably why I am not worried about my future.

this is not normal, but after all i really love my life.

I 've learn a lot in the past years, more to learn and that s why I want to live as long as possible , i want to learn as much as a human brain can possibly learn.

I ve seen a therapist recently.... what a waste of time, they look at you and make you feel that you must have something wrong, so they becomes fake friends.

I ve been natural with him, i have been myself. he told me that I am too honest and I should think about my self a bit more.
he's probably right, but I dont feel good when I think about myself . I love to help other people, I love to listen to other s people problem and help them to find a way out.
I am always successful and this makes me proud .

so what should I do then? I cannot be assertive.

I thought about suicide couple of time, I thought that was the wrong idea ever.
If I ll kill myself I will never find the answer to my problem.

So if anyone knows an answer, please come forward.


be rude, be funny, be serious.... be yourself.

thank you

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