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this is so weird yet i think i'm doing the right thing
so here goes, weird story...for me at least. i meet this guy on fb and we talk for months and months, with some cyber sex in between...things were quite intense and we started having feeling for each other but as soon as he was clearly getting involved, emotionally i mean, he would take off and not be in touch for a while, then things started all over again better than before...we would have met a long time ago but he lives far and i have quite a lot on my plate so it was decided he would come to see me this january 2010.
again in our last communication things were really intense and again plans were made...then he has disappeared, again, this time after i've told him i write (erotica). maybe he thought i've used him for my writings?
anyway again, i was devastated, but this time it hit me really hard as, it might seem weird to you, i think i'm in love with this person...and i haven't even seen him in person! i've seen him in video call but never in person. and i know really so little about him...yet, he has wriggled his way right into my heart.
so i was so down, felt so lonely, and i decided to just say NO.
i wrote and said to him that i cannot continue like this, i'm out, i suffer too much when he stops talking to me and so on...i feel relief starngely enough today, although my heart ached yesterday, physically...
isn't it starnge how these internet liasons can become so intense? i never had a similar experience, i find it so weird, yet, this has happened to me...
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